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Back in July, I wrote my very first blog post titled “The Scratch — The First Blot on a Blank Page.”
It wasn’t polished. It wasn’t full of success stories or tips. It was just me — confused, unmotivated, feeling stuck, and wondering if I was even capable of doing anything meaningful in tech.
Fast forward to today, and I’m writing this with a completely different feeling — one that I can only describe as being on cloud nine.
The Struggle Before the Breakthrough
Over the past few months, I attended three interviews.
In the first two, I didn’t even make it past the first round.
By the third interview, I had almost lost hope after the final round.
Rejections hurt. They make you question your worth, your preparation, and even your dreams. I know that because I felt it deeply.
For me, it was just two rejections before I finally got through. But I know some people face far more rejections than we can even imagine before they land their first opportunity. That makes me respect their persistence even more — and it reminds me that the number of rejections doesn’t matter as much as the courage to keep trying.
The Call That Changed Everything
This morning, I got a call that started with the words:
“Congratulations Savinjaya, you are selected for the role of Trainee Cloud Engineer.”
For a second, I couldn’t believe it. After all the rejections, self doubts, and sleepless nights, hearing those words felt unreal.
I opened my email and read the message — and then read it again. Honestly, I must have checked it more than ten times just to convince myself it was real.
During each round of the interview, I found myself silently pleading with God — “Please, just promote me to the next round.” And somehow, step by step, I made it through.
Later that day, when I walked into class, I couldn’t hide the smile on my face. My trainer noticed it instantly and said,
“Savinjay is on cloud nine today.”
And she was right. That’s exactly how it felt — like I was floating in pure happiness.
Why I’m Sharing This
I’m not sharing this to brag. I’m sharing it because I know how it feels to:
Think you’re not good enough.
Fail more than once.
Wonder if effort is even worth it.
If you’re in that place right now, I want you to know — you’re not alone.
Starting from scratch doesn’t mean staying there. Rejections don’t define you; persistence does.
What’s Next?
This job is just the beginning. I still have so much to learn, so much to improve, and so much to achieve. But today, I’m taking a moment to celebrate this small win — because small wins add up, and they can change your life.
If my journey inspires even one person to keep going after their own rejections, then sharing this is worth it.